Saturday, February 16, 2019
Masa
Kenapa pilih hari ni nak update blog ni? Sebab I rasa macam masa terlalu pantas bergerak menuju ke sesuatu ketetapan, I am almost saying hang on a minute kejap kejap, macam- macam mana pun it keeps going.
I tak nak it keeps going. I remember saying to myself, I nak my kids to be 1, 4 and 6 , sampai bila bila. Alas, mereka membesar juga dah 5,8 and 10, and I also membesar. Kepala I also dah macam lain sikit, not membesar, itu dah jadi lain, but hopefully lain for the better.
Yet my memory can only remember what I want.
I tak nak it keeps going. I remember saying to myself, I nak my kids to be 1, 4 and 6 , sampai bila bila. Alas, mereka membesar juga dah 5,8 and 10, and I also membesar. Kepala I also dah macam lain sikit, not membesar, itu dah jadi lain, but hopefully lain for the better.
Yet my memory can only remember what I want.
Hi Hana.
There is so much that I want to remember, the little things, like how Hana was when she was
close to 2 years old, macam kusam malap jauh kabur dah macam tu my memory ni.
Oh sayangnya mummy tak simpan dalam botol kedap udara bau bau anak anak mummy sebelum bangun pagi, lately mulut you all bau macam mulut dinosaur lah.
Mummy ada plan for this blog, I am on to doing an overhaul but again time man...time is like ...just get off my case, and I am like dude slow down tak larat nak kejar you lah...hmm macam tulah.
Ok, it looks like semua dah tidur and I am the only one still up doing God knows what. Pen out for now.
Mummy ada plan for this blog, I am on to doing an overhaul but again time man...time is like ...just get off my case, and I am like dude slow down tak larat nak kejar you lah...hmm macam tulah.
Ok, it looks like semua dah tidur and I am the only one still up doing God knows what. Pen out for now.
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Note to Self...Part Deux
My life is a shade of pale in comparison to your vivid existence, but nowadays I'm feeling relatively mature, comfortable and confident in myself. I believe I've passed through the grand psychological crisis of my early and mid thirties (depression, aimlessness, obsessive-compulsive disorder) and come out a slightly more rounded individual. Reflecting back on this inkling sensation of my so called 'life' I sometimes wonder just how little progress I've made or can make.
C'est la vie, or perhaps C'est une vie.
Is this just wilful eccentricity on my part? I pray that it's not a lost cause, not in a long shot one hope.
Alas, I bid thee farewell my friend, as time is not on our side. Hope to hear from you very soon.
A fellow traveller.....
HLM
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My life is a shade of pale in comparison to your vivid existence, but nowadays I'm feeling relatively mature, comfortable and confident in myself. I believe I've passed through the grand psychological crisis of my early and mid thirties (depression, aimlessness, obsessive-compulsive disorder) and come out a slightly more rounded individual. Reflecting back on this inkling sensation of my so called 'life' I sometimes wonder just how little progress I've made or can make.
C'est la vie, or perhaps C'est une vie.
Is this just wilful eccentricity on my part? I pray that it's not a lost cause, not in a long shot one hope.
Alas, I bid thee farewell my friend, as time is not on our side. Hope to hear from you very soon.
A fellow traveller.....
HLM
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