Monday, August 15, 2005
A spot I call my own
I believed everything you told me.
I trusted you no matter what. I gave all the benefit of the doubt in the world. Enough to render emotional poverty, enough to burst the usual bubbles I surround myself with, enough to extricate the deepest precious gem I wouldn’t even give up even held at a knife point, enough..enough.
I don’t believe you could do such thing.
At this moment, I can’t trust myself capable of functioning within the parameter of the acceptable requirement by the society. I fear for my own sanity.
You broke my heart. Bad. Don’t ask me if I could trust you again, because you will only disappoint yourself.
I am divorcing myself from the blog world for a while.
Take care of yourself, and each other.
I believed everything you told me.
I trusted you no matter what. I gave all the benefit of the doubt in the world. Enough to render emotional poverty, enough to burst the usual bubbles I surround myself with, enough to extricate the deepest precious gem I wouldn’t even give up even held at a knife point, enough..enough.
I don’t believe you could do such thing.
At this moment, I can’t trust myself capable of functioning within the parameter of the acceptable requirement by the society. I fear for my own sanity.
You broke my heart. Bad. Don’t ask me if I could trust you again, because you will only disappoint yourself.
I am divorcing myself from the blog world for a while.
Take care of yourself, and each other.