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Sunday, July 31, 2005

Insomnia rambling #2

It could be the strange alignment of the constellation, mixed with the dampness in the air,

or it could be the instability of my uterine lining doubled with peaked oestroediol hormones doing tricks to my circadian rhythm, but I just couldn’t for the love of my life, SLEEP!

When one is on call and there is nothing coming through the door, one SLEEPS!

One sheep
two sheepo
three sheepos
four sheeposs

I thought about people I met during my holidays and one person worth mentioning is a guy called Jeremy. I'd rather if you think of Jeremy as a pseudoname, although it might be possible that it's just his real name, but of course you wouldn't know that because you weren't there.

Jeremy was probably in his mid 60s. A well mannered gentleman with laughter lines and wisdom transcribed on his face in an abstract pattern I couldn't begin to precisely illustrate.

He's probably watched me wasting my body water through my lacrimal glands for a while, my body constantly making involuntary spasm in a big number herts but small amplitude. I was beginning to feel faint what with all the consuming betrayed feeling chewing me inside out. Not to mention a tiring sports to take up on a tedious journey.He passed me a pocket sized tissue.

Whatever it was, he's not worth your tears.

I was stunned, but contrary to my usual reaction, took instant liking to his wits and words.

I don't know what it is about Jeremy but he doesn't have to milk stories, stories gravitate to him like moth to fire, and for everything that he consolidate after listening absorbingly, he gave me words of wisdom I'd have to pay if I go to see a shrink in capacity of parting with words of such calibre.

The more I challenged his deduction from my sorry story, the more I believed this stranger dressed simply in khaki corduroy and plain white Camel shirt.

He scribbled a name, on his card. DESERATA. At the back his Bali address, a healing centre in Ubud.

Google that he said. I let you remember this, avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit.

Like unduly overhanging fog blasted with rays of sunlight, my shoulders felt lighter and I felt my stomach making crescendo request for filling up.

Maybe I will write about Jeremy again but for now, I have done just what he asked me on MH004 a month ago:

Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence.

As far as possible be on good terms with all persons.

Speak your truth quietly & clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant;

they too have their story.

Avoid loud and agressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit.

If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain & bitter; for always there will be greater and lessor persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.

Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many people strive for high ideals; Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection.

Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity & disenchantment it transcends time and space. Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth.

Nurture strength of Spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness. Beyond a wholesome disipline, be gentle with yourself.

You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should. Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive God to be, and whatever your labours and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul. With all its shame, drudgery and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world.

Be Careful. Take Care. Strive to be Happy.

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